Nothing

This is what I’m staring at right now….

I’m feeling down, frustrated, angry, sad, annoyed… Anything really but happy, and clearly I have everything to be happy about. I have a great husband who helps out, I don’t have to work thanks to my wonderful husband and my children can be a handful and drive me crazy, but they are pretty great kids.

I can’t shake the feelings I’m having, I can’t really talk to anyone, and when I try to be happy and not yell over everything it gets bottled up and then I explode… I feel bad but I don’t have a release for the way I’m feeling so when I suppress it it doesn’t go over very well.

I need to make a change or it’s not going to end very well…