I’m back… I hope :)

Wow! It’s been over 2 months since I posted last 😦 I don’t know why I stopped but I just did I guess. I think with this new year I want to start up again. Maybe more then pictures maybe not….. I think I’m just going to take it one day at a time.

I still read everyone’s blog that have followed but mostly just on my phone, I guess I really do most everything from my phone.

The kids are doing great 🙂 a little stir crazy from being out of school for 2 weeks but thankfully they go back to school on Monday 🙂

Little Miss turned two in November and she is just talking up a storm, new words everyday.

Baby K turned one in November as well and she is walking like crazy and finally just the last two days I am no longer breastfeeding. She says mom and dada and now she says tickle tickle or what sounds like it 🙂 so very cute.

JAM is doing really well in school and although he can be tough to deal with I really hope it’s just a phase…

Boo is also doing well in school, we are still having speech issues but we are working on it and slowly it’s getting better.

Mr. B is doing good 🙂 working hard and loving being a dad.

On the 7th we are married for 6 months 🙂 and it’s crazy how fast time is going 🙂 but all is well 🙂

Lots of changes are coming and I can’t wait to fill you all in 🙂

Until tomorrow.

The failed 6th birthday

Sorry I went away for a day or two…. But JAM had a birthday party on Saturday that failed badly. I can’t tell you how disappointed I was and also how thankful I was that he is only 6 and doesn’t quite get it. He got some new characters for a video game and he basically played with those all day.

I invited 7 kids and 0 showed up. They all either we’re sick or had prior family engagements… Granted they were good reasons it still sucks!

Mr. Bs friend D and his gf S did show up though.

And then my parents were over one early afternoon and then my MIL came over with her cake that she made…. I don’t have a picture on my phone but the picture was good but the icing tasted extremely sweet and it had way to much food coloring. Next year I’m doing the cakes again.

It really does seem like for the past 3 years everyone cancels on his birthday but not his brothers birthday…. And I can’t help but think that it has to do with the fact that JAM isn’t his real son. I know I am probably over thinking it but that’s where my mind goes. Ugh.

Lousy blogger

I am being a horrible photo blogger lately. I don’t really have much to say but i have three pictures to share with you lovely bloggers 🙂

The kids were playing outside today and I got this picture of baby k 🙂

For the first time in a long time I made my own bread 🙂 well a bread maker did it. Lol. And it tasted really good.

And finally every day I go for a walk. Mr. B promised that if I go for a walk every day for 30 days he will get me a double jogging stroller… Hopefully a britax or Phil and Teds. That way I can take it on the bus. So just for proof that I go for a walk I send him a picture of the kids when we go for a walk.

Photo Challenge Day 2

Someone I love 🙂

Without a doubt the person I love the most.

Sorry that’s all I have for you today. Spent the whole day cleaning and organizing 🙂

Maybe more tomorrow

Daddy and his girls

This is what I found when mr. B didn’t come out of the room when he was settling baby k down.

Seriously so cute 🙂

Love it.

Nothing

This is what I’m staring at right now….

I’m feeling down, frustrated, angry, sad, annoyed… Anything really but happy, and clearly I have everything to be happy about. I have a great husband who helps out, I don’t have to work thanks to my wonderful husband and my children can be a handful and drive me crazy, but they are pretty great kids.

I can’t shake the feelings I’m having, I can’t really talk to anyone, and when I try to be happy and not yell over everything it gets bottled up and then I explode… I feel bad but I don’t have a release for the way I’m feeling so when I suppress it it doesn’t go over very well.

I need to make a change or it’s not going to end very well…

Moments

Like this make being a mom worth it…..

Pool side

The kids have been having fun at a friends house in the pool. Beautiful day with a minor mishap with me having to literally jump into the pool in my clothes and save one of the boys. Craziness but no one was hurt just a little shaken up. It’s all good 🙂

Such a fun day 🙂

Great way

To cool off. A pool and a freeze… Oh what I wouldn’t give to be a kid again.

Beautiful

I have made a goal to at least make sure I post a minimum of 1 photo per day for the month of August. So I may not be able to take anymore for the rest of the day since I am going to the water park with the kids and the phone and water don’t mix well but we were crossing the bridge and the lake looked so beautiful and inviting 🙂

To bad I dislike the beach. Lol.

Doesn’t that just look amazing, especially on a hot day like today.

Well gotta run the water park awaits 🙂